Life without a lenscap

An optimistic hypocrite who never had the nerve to quit

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The too-long-bring-us-up-to-date-post

A friend request incoming from a friend here in Chicago has brought me back, and a few scrolls through my friends list finds me smiling to myself. At first when I looked at my journal it twisted my emotions a bit. Flickr seems to have changed the links to most of my photos here, even the photo on my bio page was down due to an issue with my server. Looking at my journal felt like looking into your former closet at your parents house, kinda. Familiar, but distant enough to feel confusing, and a lot of things are missing. A reminder of how uncomfortable with myself I was, and how much more comfortable I need to learn to be.

But it's also a reminder of how much I've done for me. I cannot remember when the last time I felt as happy and at peace as I have felt since I've moved to Chicago. It comes with it's stresses of course, but it was all so much easier than I expected. I am helped greatly in this of course, in that I've met amazing and supportive people, and that I already knew some delightful people who were supportive and willing to help me connect with Chicago and it's people.

My last significant post, excluding the one where I challenged myself to push my comfort zones, was a sort of wrap up to august of 2013. It's June of 2015 now. So, briefly:

*Last July I broke up with Baxter after nearly 4 years of being together. It was rough but the right choice. I've been rocking a single-lyfe year since then, and it's been necessary and healthy. Starting to experience feelings™ for a boy here, not sure it's an ideal situation, but it's nice to have feelings™, either way, honestly.

*In January I moved to Chicago. Best choice I've made ever. I love it here. I love the people, I love the weather, I love the city, I love what I've been doing. Moving here and getting on 5 or 6 shows in just 6 months has been really validating. Already having a paycheck from improv feels so promising for my goals in this city. But even if improv didn't work out, I think this change was so necessary for me and I love the new friends I've made.

*In the last post I was just starting to make it in Boston, before leaving there I was on the ComedySportz mainstage team, 2 improv boston house teams, several smaller independent projects, I directed a team and taught classes.

*Since moving here I've gotten into Second City's Musical Improv Conservatory, an MCL house team, a ComedySportz house team, Storytown, Antic's Roadshow, a scripted musical called Tapped, a staged reading of 1776 and a few smaller shows.

*Dealt with a lot of psycho-emotional issues and came out for the best

*I took a lot of photos, of course. Some on film, some on digital. I'll figure out how getting them here is going to go.

*I'm getting new headshots and submitting applications to agents [whaaat!?]


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No, Joseph Roberts is the best! <3

Yay! You're alive! :-D

Sounds like a lot is going great for you and that's always a good thing in my view.

Hope things continue to go well your way.

Thank you! I'm really happy with how things are going :)

Hope you're doing well also!

I am thrilled to see you here and read all about what's happened in the past two years! Welcome back!


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You're absolutely right, I did! I don't think I have the time to even scan film and process that way right now, but I hope to start shooting with my D300 instead of my phone again, hopefully!

Very good to hear from you, and glad to hear that so many things are moving in a positive direction.

*hug* Thank you! I'm glad to be able to share it! I hope things are going well for you, too!

yay, nice to see you here and hear that you are doing well :)

Good To Hear From You

But since you moved to the Windy City, my dreams of our paths crossing at some point are on permanent hold. I know so many people who moved away from New England.

Leaving programming behind and diving into comedy and entertainment is really bold move.

Blessings and abundance as you take risks and follow your dreams.

From my experience the only reward for playing it safe might be survival. But just surviving is no real accomplishment.

:D glad to be back! Nice to catch up on your adventures as well!

Yaay! I am so happy for you. Thanks for the update. *Hi!

Huzzah! You are wonderful.

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